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About Me Member Emotional Poet fallenapart17/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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3rd wheel

Sun Mar 9, 2008, 2:31 AM
i hate feeling like the 3rd wheel. i do with everything. like i'm just there as a tag along. someone to hold the coats and watch the purses. simply just to monitor. no matter who i'm with or what i'm doing i'm always ignored and always never heard. i don't want to be in the spot light, but when i'm fucking talking to you, don't fucking ignore me. don't just turn your head as if i had said nothing. its like with everyone. is it just me? am i crazy? or am i just so off in my own pathetic world that i can't realize whats going on. but i know that when i'm around sherai and treven its like i have a disapearing act. i can be there one min. and then magicaly vanish the next. i'm a goddamn sorcerer. i didn;t even realize that. well i knew i was with riva, but seriously, don't fucking get mad at me when you ask me whats wrong and i tell you and it not the answer you wanna hear. i'm so fucking sorry that i don't want to sit here and watch you 2 frolic around each other. god forbid of being sick and tired of having to watch it. and don't fucking be all "oooh, your all sad. why are you sad. why aren't you talking?" and then freak out cause i said that you worn't talking to me so there was no reason for me to talk. omg its so irritating. i mean, not the fact that there together, that doesn't bother me at all. i like treven. alot. he's a nice guy. treats her nicely. just don't fucking invite me along if all i'm going to do is take up space. and thats all i feel like i am. is just taking up space with everyone. chris, sherai and treven, all i do is cost my mom money, and lose all of her shit. why does it have to be so fucking complicated. why can't i just not have to deal with all this bullshit. why do you even care that i'm upset when you have said only 2 words to me in the last 20 mins. what would make me think you want to have me involved in whatever you are talking about if i'm just being ignored anyway. tell me, please, why does it matter if i speak if i'm being ignored? huh? why? ANSWER ME!

  • Mood: Rant

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  • Current Residence: washginton
  • Interests: writing, singing
  • Favourite movie: forest gump
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  • Favourite genre of music: pop/rock
  • Personal Quote: My biggest fear is never loving anyone again the way I loved you.

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:iconhevensentgirly:
hey girl hehheh i havent poseted any poems yet lol i am too lazy to write them sooo yah i am hoping they will be up soon lol plus i am waiting for andrew to give me the poem i wrote him so i can put it up lol well yah ttul bye bye
:iconqueen-bunny:
hello jades friend!!! i've heard so much about you! lol, welcome to deviant art :)

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Hey! :wave: Welcome to DevArt!! I hope you have a great time here! :nod: Let me know if you need help! :D
:iconfallenapart:
Thank you, if I need help I'll be sure to ask you...:)
:iconjadeddemon:
hello!! It's me Jade....welcome....come look at mine when you get time

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